Andace Rose

IMO

August 17, 2011
Inspiring takes just as much of a toll as needing inspiration.  Sometimes I just want to be but I haven't earned the right to yet.
 

Encore

August 9, 2011

I'm no martyr, removed from the line of fire and relieved

Let God's will be done


Once you relinquish your mistakes

You'll realize I'm not the one you're running from


Take a step back, just look for once and don't feel yourself

You wrote this score. The interlude encompasses your pain


I urge you to take a look

Call out His name


I have repented. Loving you was my only shame

Waiting in much anticipation for the performance, to be astounded


Restored, my optimism no long...


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IMO

July 31, 2011
You don't have to be close to someone in order for them to alter your perspective and ultimately change your plight.

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Growth

July 24, 2011

Embattled, the shape in the center of my chest embossed demanding structure

Craving the opposition to loss.

Deserving of success; gifted with the pen

Crying out to you loud and from within.


You know me

Even though there are those that will pretend.

I feel His grace and I can see the light as the moon shines down on this broken world

The battle persists; visible in the lines of experience on my face.


I taste this struggle, it's on the tip of my tongue

How could he not want ...


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Sayonara

July 12, 2011

"All mediocre people can do is get drunk and forget." (The Oxford Murders)

I must admit, I am feeling pretty mediocre today. I’m going to allow  myself one more thought to mourn the conclusion of an almost decade and just get the fuck over it!

I'm young, just trying not to stock up on so many regrets. Daunting; which cuts deeper life or love? It's the people and circumstances that I am subjected to that make my soul bleed black because neither, no longer deserve red.  Can heaven really wa...


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IMO

June 30, 2011
We as humans are defined by our failures but should be inspired by our regrets. 

Never make the same mistake three times.  (I would say twice but I usually fall twice before I get it.)

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Back In Business

June 16, 2011
I can't sleep on our sheets, I can smell your lies;
Bathing them in pure yet the reality remains so who's crazy, you or I?

I've been gone for a minute,
But I am back.

Parasailing, floating off into my artificial fantasy sky.

I am remembering me.

Although less than desirable,
This is good bye.

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It's My Birthday!!!

June 1, 2011

No more excuses, it's official I am an adult. I am going to own this decade. A new beginning doesn't have to start at New Years but whenever you reach that mark where you decide to go hard or go home. All the mistakes I have made and the things that I have lost have made me who I am. I don't regret a thing. Hello to 30!


To all the awesome Gemini's out there, twins let's rock!


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Pulse Check

May 22, 2011
Sometimes second best may have its benefits but I don't want to be anyone's after thought.  The literary world is highly subjective and day after day it deals me it blows.  Rejection comes at a price but not so high that i'll let my ambitions take a lethal toll.  The voice in my heads drives me, write or die!
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Excerpt from "30 Days Till Death"

May 14, 2011
"If patience is my only hope to live, a stray bullet would crash through my windshield at the first idle objection of having any in measure and plant itself right into the left most functional side of my brain.  Manslaughter of my most feared enemy, my single deepest flaw."

I felt like that today, sitting at the light on the corner of Long Pond and real life.  I have to keep pushing, my time will come.

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